Ambition

Have you ever had that junction in life where you have to decide.  That one turning point where every decision could alter your life? I've been getting questions about what I plan to do after this.  What if my answer is everything?

After some soul searching Ive come to realise I want so much out of life that sometimes I feel life cant satisfy me.  Is this too much? What is too much?   As they said everything comes with a price  and to acieve great heights theres to be great sacrifices.  Am I capable of such a  sacrifice tho? Its not going to be easy thats for sure.  But then again all the great people did it what makes them any different than me then?  

The point is I already know what I want out of life.  I know what I want to be Im just not sure if I can go the distance.
At one point I want to travel to see the world and all the slpendour people speak of it.  Since Im part of this planet I think I deserve to marvel at it while I still can.  To not be attached jumping around from place to place exploring new advantures yup thats me.
 Then theres another side :To be a meds student to memorise all those dieseases bacteria life processes sounds like fun. The late overtime hours in a hospital earning big bucks.  Hahs.
It sounds so easy getting a 4.0 CGPA getting into Uni and living  your dream.'  Study hard' they say its all worth it.  But  is it?  What if after all this I still end up going for masscom wouldn't  it all be a waste?  Sure Im doing what  I love but all this hard work would be a waste.  Then again i guess this is where God steps in.  Our God is so much bigger than life and yet in times like this we often leave him out  forgetting that hes just waiting for us to call on him.  We just neglect him.

So how do you decide between being a contribution to the world,  getting recognition,  status, respect, and doing something that makes you happy,  something thats you,  thats so effortless working feels like play.  Most people would say thats an easy question.  Just go withthe one you love most.  But if it were you.  Would you give up fame,  respect,  money,  recognition all for something people would look at and secretly pity you?

I think Ive reached a point of fck society for now.  Dont worry its only temporary.  Just until i get through this 6 months of hell in matrics.  After that,  who knows,  we'll  see.  Im leaving all up to God now :)