Odd Thoughts

This is usually considered weird. And well most people would agree that I am weird. But hey have you ever tried to picture your parents being gay?

I know I have. 

(Just so you know my parents arent. Or maybeI just have no knowledge about it)

My parents switched roles bringing me up since childhood. That is my dad did the cooking and cleaning while my mom brought back dinner. For a long time I thought this was how it was like in everyone elses family. That was until I entered primary school. 

Odd things Ive noticed is that,in being the "Martha" of the house, my dad has become more like a mom. While my mom is more like a dad thats not really involved in their kid's life. You would think theres a balance in everything especially parents. But for mine, they are just complete contrast betwwen them. One seems to care too much while the other too little. That includes asking me to finish food and the endless nagging. So well, I come from an unconventional family and sometimes my mind wonder into extreme places. Its become an inconvinience lately. 

Being the "martha" my dad hardly mingles with his once old buddies. And so when he met this one dude he clicked with they became best of friends. But maybe this is all jealousy on my part for all those years of having him to myself. Just the ways they hang out together so often its pretty disturbing. Not that Im a homophobic or anything, It just feels like this "friend" is trying to use my dad . And yea i fear for the worst. How can I not? 

Thats enought thinking for the night so Im off to bed. Nights lovelies.