So I've come a long long way ever since 2015 started. Camp ended about two months ago now and all I could think of is it was nothing but a bad dream. It hardly feels real at all. And if you would send me back there again, I honestly dont know how I am to survive it. Despite the horrors from the Jungle I did make some splendid friends I would keep a lifetime tho. I mostly owe it to them and God for helping me survive it.
This was me and Ferlyn right after our Christmas break ^
Our usual Picnic Party with FFE
The day after our marching training : Oh look at those smiles
This right here is Boy, Sweet guy
My crew The Mixes and the Fixes ;) (Ferlyn Me Faa and Daniel )
This right here is our very famous Dodo :D Amazing person colourful inside out
And look we found our own Obama XD. That was his nickname
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| Our Group pic with Ferlyn Nabila Suhanna and Fareeha. I love them girls <3 |
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| Daniel and a rose for my present. The theme was Black rose. Such creativity |
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| The first person I met in camp. Ong Jia Ying, Aint she beautiful? |
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| Adiba The cutest thing I ever knew |
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| Miza the nest cute one XD |
A collage of our many shots. Me and Dr Fur <3.
So the ones with me in Black was 13th Febuary, Friday the Thirtheenth, Black Friday, Our Farewell party, the day before we left, Black rose night, and supposedly my 18th Birthday. There was no other way I would have celebrated my Birthday other than like this <3
Now back to our story muahaha. Being back home felt like a dream come true but it definitely took me at least a month to tune back to reality. I felt like a shellshocked soldier of war honestly. I was so bored being so used to the jammed pack daily schedule back there by the second week of my return I was desperate to get a part time job to fill in the time. But then again we all know nothing good comes when you rush into it. I guess thats prolly one of the life lessons I've learned upon coming back.
Well everyone who knows me will definitely know you cant stop me once I've made up my mind. And a job I did get. I just never knew getting a part time job would be that easy. But keeping the job and keeping a sound mind while working now thats the challenge. And so I found out I didnt do enough research upon applying the jobs and lets just say I had some jobs that clearly didnt suit me. Or maybe it was just luck. Cause well I should have followed my friends when they went into restaurants, instead I went to retail. Not that all retails are bad tho. But the experience was very educational for that I am grateful. The exposure to the buissness world through retail just gave me a clearer vision as in choice for my future. WHICH IS DEFNITELY NOT RETAIL/ MARKETTING.
And after two months of Labor (March and half of April) I've decided to go back to enjoying my time. I know a smart person does not let go of opportunities to earn money. I wouldnt. But I think on a whole I've decided to give myself this luxury cause I am definitely not going to have this kind of Holiday once I start college by end of May. And even is I do get semester break there will still be stress of exams and schedules. I deserve this break. I've worked 5 years off my ass for this. And why on earth would I waste my holidays working for an underpaid job getting sour treatments and not enjoying what I do? It would be a different thing if I did like it. Hell I would even do it for free! Thats right, I am extreme like that. I am your all or nothing girl.
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