Friday, August 22, 2014

EVOLVE

Ever Heard of Charles Darwin's Theory of Evolution?
Well Im not one to agree or disagree with it but lets just leave that boggling discussion to the Scientist for now. 

Now on to the the real thing. Theres always this theory in life where they say "Evolve or Die" In which a case many species have changed their physical characteristics for the adaptation of survival. I know Im starting to sound like a biology nerd right now, but just bear with me.. 

Over the years I've seen my mom as one of the strongest person in my life. She has overcomed a great many hurdles that even I think would be humanly impossible. What with numerous surgeries of fibroids in her womb and such. She was a child of 10 siblings and they probably did not have enough nutrition at that time. But yet she strived for a better life and a better education. In later years she was the only one in her family to be a professional and yea she became the pilar of the family. Should you ever have a problem, Find my mom LOL. That was the joke we used to say. 

Even through my early childhood I recall her dressing me up for kindergarden cooking breakfast ,  going to work , cooking lunch and dinner, and even picking my dad up occasionally from the airport. My dad used to travel a lot those days.She seemed like a Wonderwoman Marvel clone. So it seemed like it was just Me Mom and the world When dad was away.  But as the years passed there it seemed to be a strain on her. And I guess she couldnt take it anymore. No normal person could. She soon collapsed into Major depression.  So it was as if the tables were turned, and it was time for dad to take over. And he did and still is. 

Sometimes I get fustrated when I see her so helpless. To know of the multiple capabilities she used to be able to do and the contrast shes in now. I love her so much and yet that love turns to fustration and dissapointment. Which explains how most of my friends know I have a rocky relationship with her. I wish she would continue evolving and get out of that time capsule shes trapped herself in. I want her to see how I've grown and be proud of  my achievements rather than being more fascinated with the latest Chinese Drama.But if it helps her then oh well, I guess I'll just have to evolve on my own too and keep her somewhere at the back of my mind. 

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